Everything inside screams for second life
Would you understand if i told you that right now, i can't afford to feel for you? I have too much on my hands, as it is.
Two nights ago, i read the blog of a young woman who had recently experienced a miscarriage. I suddenly found myself shaking as the pain so evident from her writing started to swallow me whole. I sought the comfort of my bed and cried and cried and cried. I cried for her and i cried for her baby.
But i also cried for me.
Just now, i read a blog, where another young woman wrote about her soulmate and how she had found him so serendipitiously. The love she felt for him poured out from the safe confines of cyberspace into my own heart and i felt it. I felt the love so deeply that i had to leave the room.
I just need a little break.
Two nights ago, i read the blog of a young woman who had recently experienced a miscarriage. I suddenly found myself shaking as the pain so evident from her writing started to swallow me whole. I sought the comfort of my bed and cried and cried and cried. I cried for her and i cried for her baby.
But i also cried for me.
Just now, i read a blog, where another young woman wrote about her soulmate and how she had found him so serendipitiously. The love she felt for him poured out from the safe confines of cyberspace into my own heart and i felt it. I felt the love so deeply that i had to leave the room.
I just need a little break.
posted by Genevieve at 11:51 PM
4 Comments:
maybe you just need to distance yourself a bit. there is so much in the world - good & bad. for sensitive people, it can be overwhelming. I'm not suggesting you become insensitive... just try not to worry about things you can't change.
crimson from OD
I'm so sad to see you go :( I'll come visit & I hope you still come by too. ~Unrooted
Sorry to see you leave the OD but glad that I can visit your blogger. I hope all works out over here. :) ~Mystic Bluejay from OD
ive always felt like i cant afford to feel for anyone... i see myself many times as this selfish person who can only afford to love myself. but my hope is in the Lord, and im excited to learn from Him to love others as how Jesus loves us.
maybe people with such intense emotions love with more... effort? your heart for others and the intensity of your emotions touches me. you're sweet Gen. (can i address you like that?) ive told you that and i couldnt help telling you again. -smiles-
take a break. ive had mine. it helps. we all need time off to restore our souls. -hug-
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