I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Today, we sang for Estelle's wake. Estelle was a 4-year victim of the tsunami. I don't have to tell you that it was sad. I have been grieving for all the victims for a week. It's emotionally tiring but i cannot help it.
If this tragedy has taught us anything, let it be that we should never take our loved ones for granted, for we do not know the time nor the hour of our passing.
I spent the afternoon wondering how i was going to entertain the friends and family who were coming to my place for dinner. I know i didn't feel like being happy.
But my friends and my family came. And their presence eased my sadness. Every hug and kiss i received reminded me of the love that surrounds me. Every photo taken reminded me of memories and friendship. The food we ate reminded me to be thankful. The songs we sang reminded me of God's gifts and blessings.
How lucky we are.
How lucky i am.