I wanna dance with somebody who loves me
I'm got so many things on my mind now that it's no wonder I constantly ask myself if insanity will one day (soon) take hold of me. This state of mind (unfortunately) led me to do something i only recently vowed never to do. Yes, i succumed and sent him a text message. Why, why, why? This little (or not so little) act made me check my phone every few minutes, wondering if he'd reply.
He did, a few hours later.
I read the message. I re-read the message. And then i deleted it. Go me.
Just yesterday, i watched an episode of Oprah, based on a book titled "He's just not that into you". The author of the book was telling women how to spot if the guy they were interested in or were in a relationship with was into them. Through this episode, i learnt that most guys weren't really interested in me at all. Because they may ACT interested but if they didn't DO anything, then really, what's the point? I live with the hope that someday a guy i like will like me back enough to ask me out. (Yes, i could ask him out, but i'm just too much of a coward.)
Today, i watched the episode of Ally where they discussed soulmates and the fear of being alone. Just what i needed to perk me up.
Today, i also watched 13 going on 30 (again for the fourth time). When Billy Joel started singingVienna, i felt sad. When the opening bars to Liz Phair's Why can't i came on, i felt very sad.
This evening, Cheryl and I heard Russel Watson sing You are so beautiful and remarked on the niceness of having someone sing that to us. You're everything I hoped for, You're everything I need, You are so beautiful to me... I mentioned that i would marry the guy who sang that to me. (I was caught up in the moment.)
Now, i wonder if the the University of Sydney will ever get back to me. I've got a good mind to stay put in Singapore.
With all these happenings, there are still many things to be thankful for. Like hanging around with my fairly young (15-17 year old) friends. They're like a breath of fresh air. They remind me of how i used to be.
And so, it continues.
Dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you
He did, a few hours later.
I read the message. I re-read the message. And then i deleted it. Go me.
Just yesterday, i watched an episode of Oprah, based on a book titled "He's just not that into you". The author of the book was telling women how to spot if the guy they were interested in or were in a relationship with was into them. Through this episode, i learnt that most guys weren't really interested in me at all. Because they may ACT interested but if they didn't DO anything, then really, what's the point? I live with the hope that someday a guy i like will like me back enough to ask me out. (Yes, i could ask him out, but i'm just too much of a coward.)
Today, i watched the episode of Ally where they discussed soulmates and the fear of being alone. Just what i needed to perk me up.
Today, i also watched 13 going on 30 (again for the fourth time). When Billy Joel started singingVienna, i felt sad. When the opening bars to Liz Phair's Why can't i came on, i felt very sad.
This evening, Cheryl and I heard Russel Watson sing You are so beautiful and remarked on the niceness of having someone sing that to us. You're everything I hoped for, You're everything I need, You are so beautiful to me... I mentioned that i would marry the guy who sang that to me. (I was caught up in the moment.)
Now, i wonder if the the University of Sydney will ever get back to me. I've got a good mind to stay put in Singapore.
With all these happenings, there are still many things to be thankful for. Like hanging around with my fairly young (15-17 year old) friends. They're like a breath of fresh air. They remind me of how i used to be.
And so, it continues.
Dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you
posted by Genevieve at 2:37 AM
1 Comments:
*hugs*
I love "13 going on 30". Cute movie. And that song... I want that played at my wedding. I get all mushy when I hear it.
Take care! xox-Michelle
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