your love so beautiful

2 slices of toast with butter and honey, a cup of tea with soy milk and then writing. a full day's worth of words. reading blogs in between. refreshing bloglines a few times a minute to check out who has updated. reading someone else's life, someone else's battle with the unfamiliar. praying. bright, sunny end-of-summer days. the sweet smell laundry drying. holding close to my chest a pile of towels straight out of the dryer. new tea towels. reading the sunday papers the wednesday after. harsh words strewn acorss the room. making up. a new soft dusky rose throw for cold winter nights. stomach cramps. being looked after. buying beautiful fresh vegetables. washing the car. rain. twirling the ring on the fourth finger of my left hand. thinking that soon, another one will keep it company. trying to guess where the honeymoon is going to be (he's surprising me). chocolate chip cookies dipped in tea. ugly betty, grey's anatomy. mcleod's daughters. coffee. banana bread. scary days. peaceful nights. tired eyes. 2 new books.