Worth

Today, i baked a carrot cake with orange cream cheese frosting to the soundtrack from Amelie. I had it with a cup of coffee for afternoon tea. Now, i try to keep warm. It feels like winter all over again. So cold. I sit and write, trying to think. I am also intriged by some videos from youtube discussing notions of beauty sparked by Dove's "Evolution" video. Now i indulge in some self-reflexivity. What is beauty? What am i worth?